Tell me about him

Jarring images
obscured attachment
complicated mediation

self sabotage
subconscious defenses
protecting, bracing

dreams of agony
and reunion
intertwined as deprivation 

help me remember

Snowflakes are hexagonal

Echoes from the past,

Shouts from the future,

I float downward indefinitely.

Unable to fully perceive my surroundings,

My most sincere efforts merely alter my unknown course.

Stability is relative.

Clarity is a privilege.

My medium is the air

In which the only matter to push against

Is known to give way.

And so it seems my existence 

Is to gain substance 

While moving.