Saturday, March 8, 2014

Tell me about him

Jarring images
obscured attachment
complicated mediation

self sabotage
subconscious defenses
protecting, bracing

dreams of agony
and reunion
intertwined as deprivation 

help me remember

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Snowflakes are hexagonal

Echoes from the past,
Shouts from the future,
I float downward indefinitely.
Unable to fully perceive my surroundings,
My most sincere efforts merely alter my unknown course.
Stability is relative.
Clarity is a privilege.
My medium is the air
In which the only matter to push against
Is known to give way.
And so it seems my existence 
Is to gain substance 
While moving.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

The fate of the unrealized

Shock
surging from chest to face,

Shadows
create fog within.

Buzz
grows inside,
the drug of suppression pervading.

Piercing
through the fog
are feelings, oozing grief and pain.
Thoughts of abandonment,
Love that ends?

Such a living thing cannot be overlooked.
Vitality
that fought for just a chance
festers
burns.

Above my heart
the gashes pry,
releasing signs of life.

In rest it still escapes,
streams of maroon.

The inward...
exposed,
only scars remain.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Reality

Nausea.
A hand
reaching inward,
clasping viscera,
and ringing it out.
A clash between
love and pain,
trust and deceit.

Disavowal
blew away
with the wind.
Acceptance.

Friday, November 30, 2012

Empathy

The path an eternity, 
time had lost its grasp.
Unbearable weight
...incarnate
within intertwined fingers
Had nature no discretion?
twisted.
robbed.

I had seen
but did not understand.
My own weight 
insurmountable

I looked again,
again,
and again
and finally felt
the tears
...suppressed.
concealed.
the weight
resting within those fingers.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Mosaic

Puzzled.
Broken shapes
unable to be reformed
...remain disjoint.
A witness
but not an advocate.
A spectator,
no role to play?
powerless?
bereft.